Beth's blog

I'm alive, I SWEAR!!!!

2024-07-13T19:45:48Z

I'm just....uh.....multitasking these days.

Yup. Multitasking.

Heh-heh.

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Updates ahoy, I suppose.

2023-06-27T01:40:01Z

Welp.

It's another Monday...again....and I'm bored out of my skull....AGAIN.

((seriously, why haven't the ninjas taken Monday out yet? Ugh!))

I suppose I should update on what's been going on, shouldn't I?

Let's see...last journal entry was...oh, flip....December '22.

Uh, aheh. I can explain.

....No, I can't, because I don't wanna, so there.

And can we talk about the latest news about the....well, there's been a...oh, wow....trying not to post anything that may make people up at arms is a lot harder than it looks. Yikes.

Well, uh...anyone still around?

Anyone?

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Welp, another year over-ish.

2022-12-24T00:08:03Z

Okay, soo...I've not been keeping up with this journal, and I'm not too proud of that. But, I'm sure, like everyone else, life has been an absolute you know what and I've just been trying to just survive. But with all the Cooties19 deaths and the celeb deaths that happened, I'm MORE than ready to get off of this planet and move somewhere less concerned with battling each other and more concerned with helping their fellow person.

But, I digress.

On to more fun things!

Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel have absolutely taken over my life and I cannot stop obsessing over Striker on Helluva Boss! Viv did an EXCELLENT job casting Norman Reedus as his voice! I loved in in TWD and now I can hear him on this show, too ((and his singing voice ain't too bad either...heheh...))!

I look forward to each episode of the shows, ~~despite being in very toxic fandoms~~, and yes, I create characters, but I put blood/sweat/tears/time/research into each character so they're not just some overpowered Mary Sue. Sometimes it works, sometimes I have to go back and revamp them all over again. Joy.

But, hey, I guess that's the life of a fan, I suppose?

Anyways, on to more important things. CRIMAS is almost here and it's currently 5 degrees with a Windchill of -10 ((which, okay, for some of you it's colder but I WANT MY FLIPFLOPS BACK, DANGIT!)). Fuuuun.

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Oh, sweet Neptune.....

2021-08-06T00:45:00Z

Welp, not to complain or anything, but not only is it hot outside ((A balmy 82 degrees)), but...

OUR AIR CONDITIONER JUST DIED!!!!

Help me....I'm melting....melltiiiinng.....ugh.

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They thought I was weak, but I am strong. They sold me the world, but they were wrong

2021-08-02T03:17:15Z

…..And now that I’m back, I still belong,

‘cause I know…

That I am just a pony.

I make mistakes from time to time,

but now I know the real me,

and put my heart out on the line.....

( No need to run, no need to hide, You're standing strong and tall, You're the bravest of them all.... )

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zombie like Braiiins?

2020-07-20T17:54:39Z

Hello, hello all! I know it's been a while since I've updated, and as of right now things are just....failing the vibe check.

(("NOT A VIBE!!!"))

To be honest, this whole Cooties19 thing is just too much to handle some days.

How bad?

It got bad enough that at one point I had to call my doctor for stress medication to ease the tension on my bones and muscles just to get some calm in my life.

It got bad enough that I literally had to eat elsewhere so I would not have to hear the updates on how many people have died because of this virus.

Do you all realize how badly that took a toll on my stress levels?

It was through the roof because of daily reminders that "people are dying and we just don't care!".

What gets my goat, though, is the fact that not only are masks mandated in my state, people do *NOT* care about wearing them and will complain (LOUDLY, might I add), about "Well, it's all just a hoax!"/"You can't make meee!! weeeeh!" and other glorious statements.

My mom and I can't afford to bring it home, however. We have a 90-something year old grandmother ((I wanna be as awesome as her when I grow up! ..... wait.)) who lives with us and every single time we go out, we both worry about bringing it home to her...or worse.

So, yes, the subject line is important because not only are people stupid ((you want to open schools when people are DYING?! DA FAQ?!!!)), but rule followers like me are apparently looked down upon because, you know, "rules are made to be followed".

Oy Vey. 🤦‍♀️

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Update tiiiime!

2019-09-07T16:16:26Z

It's been a while since I updated.

By my last check of my postings, I was getting close to the goal of getting my diploma and graduation and moving on with marking another thing off my bucket list.

I got that freaking diploma and crossed that stage! Checklist: Get diploma for college....CHECK.

Now, to move on to bigger news. Another thing on my bucket list is guitar lessons. I've always wanted to play the guitar for the longest time and I just bought myself a guitar and start lessons tomorrow.

Would get better, right?

Guess what's butting it's butt ugly head again.

I just hope that after I get better, I can play away my anxiety...

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The FEEEELS! They still hurt me sooo!

2019-05-18T03:06:37Z

So, for those of you in the know, The Big Bang Theory went out with a BANG (see what I did there?) and boy did it ever give me feeels!

( Our whole universe was in a basket of tears and feels... )

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BRING IT ON, GRADUATION!

2019-04-20T02:28:37Z

So, I've been keeping it a secret for a while, but I gotta get it out.

On May 4th (yes, the fourth will be with me that day), I will have overcome *retracted* number of years and conquered my anxiety by achieving one of the biggest goals on my ~~bukkit~~ bucket list (it's been a LONG time coming) :

I'm finally getting my college diploma!

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Oh LMAO!

2018-08-11T17:26:23Z

Welp, looks like one of my favorite ghost hunting shows is back!

I'll give you a hint as to which one it is (maybe there's fans of it out there! XD) :

Host: Awright you big, scary ghosts! You wanna haunt someone!? HAUNT ME!

*rock drops*

Host: *running away* AUUUGHHHHHH!!!!

Oh, come on. Y'all surely know what show I'm talking about! *snortlaugh*

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Totally not avoiding studying for an exam...oh no....snerk

2018-08-07T15:35:23Z

Meme music time ((which ones did you not see coming?)!!

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snort

2018-06-15T16:31:09Z

Hmmm....okay, so apparently, I've noted that all my ducks aren't in a row (I have squirrels at a rave, apparently) when it comes to trying to focus on class.

My mind is simply everywhere.

An example below:

Me: *reading the poem and making a post about it* And so, Hughes stated that this means....okay....and then.... .....hey, is that a bird?...STAY FOCUSED....and to that states that the mother....bird!...FOCUS!

See?

Apparently I have a mind that wants to be everywhere and not just any one place at a....

.....

..>SQUIRREL!!!<

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Okay, could someone explain me a thing here?

2018-06-08T19:22:52Z

Who in their right mind decided that when you hit adulthood, you had to give up everything you loved when you were a kid?! I'd love to meet the person who invented this and ~~slap them silly~~ sit down and have a civilized talk with them on what the hell they were thinking when they came up with this.

I mean, when I mention I love/watch My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, I always get an eye roll and an unseen attitude of "you're thirty something years old....when are you going to grow up?!" (which, by the way, people my age, *AND OLDER*, are watching this!) or when I am seen spotted using a color-by-number app on my phone to douse my anxiety attacks, there's that attitude of "when are you going to grow up!?" again.

And then there's the whole topic of me playing Pokemon. This is like a way for me to relieve some stress by reliving my childhood which makes me happy. Or when I put Disney/Pixar bandages on cuts because I'm a kid at heart and I love me some Disney/Pixar.

WHY THE HELL MUST I GROW UP, WHEN I'M JUST TRYING TO SURVIVE ADULTHOOD THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW?! WHO THE FUCK MADE IT MANDATORY THAT I HAD TO GIVE UP WHAT I LOVE(D) JUST TO "BE AN ADULT"?!!!?

Oh?

What's that?

You want me to watch the news everyday and see that our world is going somewhere hot (that ain't Florida, let me tell you) in a hand-basket and that it's not getting any better?

I already do.

You think I should watch soap operas/The Bachelor/The Bachelorette and get my daily dose of drama and whatnot?

I draw the line there. I'd rather (in my honest opinion) keep my IQ up then let it sink so low...

You think I should voice my opinion on certain things to show my dislike/hate on certain topics?

NO THANK YOU.

I'm a pacifist through and through. And if you think for one minute, I'm going to support one side or another on certain topics, you can just back yourself right out that door because that ain't happening pal...

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Why do you annoy me, plotbunnies?

2018-05-24T17:03:50Z

So, for those of you who ~~have been living under a rock~~ know me, knew that I love a good game, and that includes Toby Fox's Undertale.

(Read here for those who have no clue what I'm babbling about:

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Undertale )

As I was listening to the soundtrack today (for the eighty billionth time), the plotbunny story writer started gnawing at my brain at a fic that would not go away.

Post Pacifist ending, Frisk goes back to *SAVE one more soul.

(all Undertale characters are (C) to their respected creators)

( Read more... )

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Nyooooooom

2018-04-28T03:17:57Z

So, in my history class, my professor used to show us videos before class to get us prepared for the class, right?

Well, he showed us this video and I can't get enough of it!!!

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Quick update

2018-03-18T03:42:26Z

So, for those of you who've been wondering where the fycjk I've been, it's time to do an update.

( I bless the rains down in Africa..... )

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Fun times in my life...NOT.

2017-10-07T03:43:48Z

Sooo, since the past 24 hours have been like hell on my emotions--stress wise, that is---I'm going to give y'all the TL;DR version of each.

( I'm SO DONE with this week. )

So, uh....when can I go on vacation again?

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Oh, yippie skippy... blows nose

2017-09-30T03:42:58Z

Seriously, I don't know HOW all you fall lovers do it.

While everyone else is out enjoying pumpkin spice...well...EVERYTHING....*I'M* inside with a mountain of tissues, blowing my nose because my allergies are rearing their butt-ugly little heads.

I just...every five minutes I'm either sneezing or blowing my nose.

So, get out there and enjoy fall for me, you lovers of this season.

I'll see you all next year when summer comes back.

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Aaand....I'm sobbing now.

2017-09-11T00:50:23Z

So, I'm watching videos on Youtube, when I come across Hope For Paws (which rescues abandoned animals and tries to find them homes) video about a German Shepard.

I though I could handle it, but the floodgates OPENED.

Here's the video if you want to watch Amelia's rescue, but *BRING TISSUES*.

( Poor thing still hasn't been adopted yet.... ;_; )

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Just another journal entry about some youtubers I follow*

2017-09-06T04:47:31Z

*---names will be withheld for my sanity ((and possibly their sake))

So, as I'm browsing art on Deviantart, for shits and giggles, I come across a stamp that shows that some people are not a ship of certain youtubers. Apparently, I got on my soapbox and put in my two cents.

My comment behind the cut, just in case there are shippers out there.

( These people, I swear....*headshake* )

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The episode where I talk about TV, life, and tropes that need to die*

2017-08-08T03:19:43Z

( Doot doot doot... )

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Well, HI there! [/sarcastic]

2017-06-04T16:52:11Z

Okay, so let's set up the scene here.

Mom and I were driving home from picking up groceries and we were signalling to turn into our subdivision.

Out of nowhere this "party" (if I can even call it that, name withheld) van, entitled "Y party y" comes hauling up on our bumper, flashing his lights, (and nearly giving me a frigging panic attack/heart attack of sorts) and giving the good ol' raised fist out of his window, as he drives on.

Oh, EXCUUUSE us for signalling to turn to get into our subdivision and getting in *YOUR* way, o high and mighty party planner!

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So for those of you who have been curious....

2017-06-03T00:52:58Z

( Read read read! )

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STOP...just...STOP.

2017-05-28T00:07:39Z

While doing some....ahem...research on some Yuri on Ice couples, I came across ((how in the world, I have no clue)) some gifs of Harley Quinn and "Mistah J".

Now you may be thinking, "Oh, those two are PERFECT for each other!"...to which I ask..

How in the FUCKING HELL is ( cut for reasons ) <---THIS okay?!!

( I really hate you...stop getting in my way... )

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Okay, so like....

2017-05-16T20:01:46Z

( ew ew ew ew.... )

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Beth's blog

I'm alive, I SWEAR!!!!

Updates ahoy, I suppose.

Welp, another year over-ish.

Oh, sweet Neptune.....

They thought I was weak, but I am strong. They sold me the world, but they were wrong

*zombie like* Braiiins?

Update tiiiime!

The FEEEELS! They still hurt me sooo!

BRING IT ON, GRADUATION!

Oh LMAO!

Totally not avoiding studying for an exam...oh no....*snerk*

*snort*

Okay, could someone explain me a thing here?

Why do you annoy me, plotbunnies?

Nyooooooom

Quick update

Fun times in my life...NOT.

Oh, yippie skippy... *blows nose*

Aaand....I'm sobbing now.

Just another journal entry about some youtubers I follow*

The episode where I talk about TV, life, and tropes that need to die*

Well, *HI* there! [/sarcastic]

So for those of you who have been curious....

STOP...just...STOP.

Okay, so like....

zombie like Braiiins?

Totally not avoiding studying for an exam...oh no....snerk

snort

Oh, yippie skippy... blows nose

Well, HI there! [/sarcastic]